first love

erika, 940520, sweden, she/her, pan ace, taurus, estj. chen trash since 111229.
next

allforbts:

191027 Jungkook’s Tweet

행복했습니다💜

I was happy 💜

Trans cr: Alicia @ allforbts
© Please credit when taking out

taejoon
18:33, Oct 27th || +4,703 notes
sometimelow-deactivated20170923
21:48, Aug 6th || +54,397 notes

sonaboos:

MONSTA X- All In (2016)

insp. by @girlgroupfilms

pandreos
21:42, Aug 6th || +4,566 notes

#monsta x

chimcheroo
21:37, Aug 6th || +3,660 notes

#the sin #bts

vine-bwanch-deactivated20200613
21:32, Aug 6th || +889,821 notes
florese:
“Me
”

florese:

Me

dayafterdae
21:29, Aug 6th || +1,491 notes

#me #chen #exo

doona-baes:

respect your elders jimin

chimcheroo
21:25, Aug 6th || +10,418 notes

#jimin: gets super pissed when jungkook doesn't call him hyung #also jimin: does this #squishiest #bts

yooneroos:

wherever there’s food, there’s a seonho

onghwangs
21:21, Aug 6th || +309 notes

#my sunshine boy #seonho

seong-wu:

seongwoo introducing to Ong Seongwoo (trans.)

onghwangs
21:19, Aug 6th || +1,503 notes

#the actual most extra self-intro #ong #wanna one

sensitiveteenager:

ghettablasta:

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Damn, this is so good

OMGGG

thatsthat24
21:14, Aug 6th || +357,177 notes
f.a.q ask

deviantart | twitter | instagram

cis pan ace.

sometimes I post selfies, and sometimes I draw.

biases & their tags;

bts: yoongi, jungkook (jimin, hobi, rapmon, jin, taehyung)
exo: chen
day6: youngk, wonpil, jae
b.a.p: himchan, youngjae
knk: youjin (seungjun, inseong, jihun, heejun)
highlight (b2st): yoseob
seventeen: woozi
vixx: leo
monsta x: wonho (jooheon)

ayo

  

More a collection of fics I enjoyed rather than a recommendation. A shit-ton of Exo, with some Infinite and SHINee, as well as BTS more recently. No particular order, except for the first few, which are my favourites.

Unfortunately, some of these fics aren't available anymore. Some are marked as unavailable/have their link removed, but I've probably missed a lot of them.

Forever a work in progress.

Note: Do not misunderstand me with this; I do not ship anything, I merely like reading short stories and fanfics make it easy for me to find pretty good reads. There might be some non-au fics in here, but for the most time I read au fics since I can pretend the characters are just that - characters. Fictional characters which just happen to have the same name as idols. So please, don't talk to me about your ships. I won't understand.

Fatum Rex

drainbamage954
132K
luchen
R
A hero is born, or made, or built into his role. A hero is the last thing Jongdae sees himself as, and wants absolutely nothing to do with.

note: this is my absolute favourite fic ever. read it, despite its length, please. it's amazingly well-written, with a universe that's so thought through that i can't even tell you how much i admire it.

Paperweight

baeklights
3.2K
baekchen
pg-13
it hasn't felt like home after you


note: this fic is not available any longer, which is unfortunate as it is one of my absolute favourites ever.

Lost in your city lights

serratedpearls
2K
baekchen
PG
Baekhyun meets the most beautiful being ever.

note: this fic made me so happy, because we really need more asexual representation in fics, like seriously.

Eden's Morning

lunathunderhead
3.1K
baekyeol
pg-13
Open up a browser's history and you can read someone's story.

Love Will Always Be a Lesson (Let's Get Out of its Way)

carboxyls/mindheist
60.8k
taekook
r
Lesson 1: it’s not real.

hollywood movie star au.

Pizza Magazine

carboxyls/mindheist
3k
taekook
pg-13
Love is a strange, strange thing.

sequel to Love Will Always Be A Lesson (Let's Get Out Of Its Way), as told by Pizza, the cat.

Give Me Your Hands (I Will Pick the Stars for You)

carboxyls/mindheist
15.5k
taekook
nc-17
I miss you like the moon misses the sun, destined to chase you until the end of time.

historical fantasy/fairy tale au.

Kiss Me Hard Before You Go

carboxyls/mindheist
20.2k
taekook
nc-17
Dramatization. Do not try at home.

fake dating au.

I Just Wanted You to Know (That Baby, You’re the Best)

carboxyls/mindheist
16.6k
taekook
nc-17
If you experience headaches, nausea, or heartbreak, discontinue use and talk to your doctor because relationships might not be right for you.

sequel to Kiss Me Hard Before You Go

Think I'll miss you forever

carboxyls/mindheist
13.4k
taekook
nc-17
Happy endings sold separately.

sequel to Kiss Me Hard Before You Go, companion to I Just Wanted You to Know (That Baby, You’re the Best)

cliff drop gradient

astringxnt
16k
taekook
nc-17
somewhere along the way, we will all realize that we only start chasing the things that we were once given a taste of.”
(or, in which Jungkook and Taehyung get married to qualify for more financial aid.)

i'd give you some violets, but they withered

taehyuungi
15.4k
taekook
pg-13
it’s no secret taehyung loves flowers.
jeongguk hates sunlight.

a flower shop / college au

you and me are the difference (between real love and the love on tv)

littledeaths
2.3k
taekook
pg-13
"O-oh my God! No, me! My name is Jungkook too! Like the turtle!"

In The Blind

carboxyls/mindheist
9.6k
taekook
nc-17
The world as most people see it is only half the story.

time would envy us

nikkumeul
25.6k
taekook
r
This is the other half of the story. This is forever.

sequel to In The Blind

rich bitch

carboxyls/mindheist
28.6k
taekook
r
When you make six figures a year, Valentino isn’t that big of a deal.

Never Let me Go

carboxyls/mindheist
28.8k
taekook
r
Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey.

soulmates au.

the moon and the stars (are nothing without you)

wowoashley
19.2k
taekook
nc-17
based off the prompt: "Taekook college AU! The college tour guide raved about the uni's friendly atmosphere and amicable student body, but wanted a high five from a cute student and all he got was a glare"

maybe we found love (right where we are)

wowoashley
29.5k
taekook
nc-17
maybe they're a little bit ridiculous, but people always did fall in love in the strangest ways.

let me know

wowoashley
24.7k
taekook
nc-17
taehyung never wears a shirt.

the way you touch me

yeoubi
836
taekook
g
Jungkook wants to be touched, but doesn't know how to ask for it. Taehyung notices.

rivals and second chances

yeoubi
1.8k
yoonmin
nc-17
'you were my rival in first grade and damn you’ve gotten really hot since then' au

caramel macchiato

yeoubi
1.1k
taekook
g
'i purposely get your coffee order wrong just so you’ll talk to me again' au

catch my eye

awkwardbeansidhe
27.6k
taekook
pg-13
'Aren't you that tiny boy who followed me around like a puppy in middle school and looked at me like I hung the stars? Ok well we're in college now and you still have a huge crush on me and the only difference is now you do ridiculous things to try to impress me and honestly you're so adorable even though you're huge and stronger than me now'

Don't let your love go to wasteX

krscnl
41k
taekook
pg-13
Taehyung and Jungkook meet on Omegle.

The 100-Day Love Challenge

jeosheo
19.2k
yoonmin
pg-13
For a variety show challenge, Jimin must tell Yoongi every day for 100 days that he loves him.

Let's get this shit started.

cocoa puffs

madigraye
39.7k
yoonmin
pg
Somewhere between fake basketball matches and even faker marriages, Park Jimin learns that camp is for fun, and summer is for butterflies.

hip hop is dead; long live hip hop

bazooka
5.8k
yoonmin
pg-13
From a tumblr prompt: Rappers by night, maids by day. Money is tight and so the 3 boys have been working at a cross dressing maid cafe to make ends meet. One of them secretly loves it.

strawberry lube

minyoongz
82.7k
yoonmin
nc-17
Yoongi remembers little to nothing of their crazy drunken night out. But of two things he's absolutely sure, one: he's not gay, two: he just slept with Park Jimin.

out of my system

xxdevilishxx
92.3k
yoonmin
nc-17
Yoongi likes one night stands and he understands how they work. What he doesn’t understand, however, is how he ended up in bed with a probably-not-legal kid crying in his arms about his broken heart, because he’s pretty sure (and correct him if he’s wrong) that a babysitting job was not what he was looking for when he went to the opening of his friend’s new club.

canvas

ghuns
5.5k
yoonmin
pg-13
When he puts up flyers at the local university stating he needs a model for his artwork and will pay in cash, he doesn’t expect there to be much interest when under requirements he lists ‘must be comfortable with nude posing.’

What does surprise Yoongi is that someone actually shows up at his doorstep a week later.

cute like honey bread

elemir
1.2k
yoonmin
pg-13
Yoongi worries for his sick puppy. Doctor Park is pretty cute, though.

it was predictable chaos

elemir
7k
yoonmin
r
Just when Yoongi thinks he's abandoned the idol life for good, Jimin helps him back into it. AU where Yoongi used to be a celebrity, but Jimin's always been his fan.

up in the air

elemir
8k
yoonmin
pg-13
Yoongi is a Keeper. Jimin thinks so too.

(BTS HP!AU || Bangtan Boys Harry Potter AU)

this side of paradise

elemir
10k
yoonmin
pg-13
Yoongi's a pilot-in-training, assigned to the Starship Ventra. Jimin's just an engineer, but Yoongi thinks he's far more than that.

two bowls of jajangmyeon

elemir
15k
yoonmin
nc-17
Jimin's a hungry kid, and Yoongi needs some favors done. Somehow, they make things work.

untitled.mp3

elemir
13.1k
yoonmin
pg-13
Jimin doesn't expect being suddenly evicted from his apartment right before his senior year of college. He also doesn't expect to move in with his quiet neighbor.
And he's definitely not expecting that neighbor to be his newest music teacher, Professor Min Yoongi.

the adventures of bts (Barely trained superheroes)

blurrylines
50.9k
yoonmin
nc-17
Super Heroes Academy AU. Seven different boys each possess a unique Power, to be trained and controlled within the classrooms of the Academy. In a surprising turn of events, the unlikely group of boys must work together to overcome the greatest threat to their Academy and all they believe in.

NOTE: Still ongoing!

my thoughts were so loud i couldn't hear my mouth

jflawless
4.8k
yoonmin
pg-13
yoongi has never been good at talking, and words have always sounded so much more beautiful when he writes them, but no matter how he uses them, words can be hard when you have something important to say.
aka yoongi is a writer and jimin is his boyfriend

brown petals and broken stems

jflawless
4.5k
yoonmin
pg-13
anonymous asked:
troublemaker/good kid au Me and my buddies vandalized your backyard trampling your mini garden in the process. Now I feel really shitty cause you’re really upset about this. Look I’ll help fix it okay just stop with the sad faces. (is this not yoonmin)

the beautiful you

aegyofairy
3.6k
yoonmin
NC-17
I have looked at you
in millions of ways and
I have loved you in each

(Or, Yoongi is a not-so-tortured artist that keeps drawing his clueless roommate Park Jimin.)

[the fic is rated as mature on ao3, but it's honestly more like pg-13 or smth]

5 times jimin didn't know yoongi was in love with him and 1 time he did

jflawless
6.9K
yoonmin
pg-13
the title says it all. (College AU)

plastic stars

busan_brat
7k
yoonmin
g
Not all boys were meant to grow up. Jimin was one of them.

Side Dishes

elemir
10.9k
yoonmin
R
Yoongi is Korea's most famous actor. He's kissed so many pretty girls that he doesn't know what love is supposed to feel like anymore.

And then he meets rookie actor Park Jimin.

(100) Days of Sugar

j_ngk__k
11.8K
yoonmin
PG-13
When freshman Jimin gets a job at the local Starbucks, the last things he expects to deal with is a certain pink haired senior and his group of obnoxious friends.

Boy in Luv

samfrack
1.2K
yoonmin
PG
Jimin hates Yoongi and he can’t stop talking about it unless Yoongi is around.

untitled

busan_brat
870
yoonmin
g
I want to experience the nervous feeling (feeling of heart pounding) of being more than friends but less than a lover.

enough

btsfics
1.8K
yoonmin
g
Jimin feels like he’s been looking for something his whole life. Feels as though maybe he’s just been waiting for someone to come along, look at him and tell him that’s he’s enough.

That he’s already enough.

when you're in love all the lines get blurred

jflawless
31.3K
yoonmin
PG-13
Jimin isn't sure what possessed him to lie to his mother and tell her that he had a boyfriend, but now that he's opened the position, he has no choice but to fill it. Yoongi is, apparently, his only option.

Midnight Dreamers

ghuns
14.2K
yoonmin
PG-13
Soulmates. They're something vague and the only clues to them lie within your dreams.

some simple instructions (for a good first impression)

xxdevilishxx
2.3K
yoonmin
G
He had four kinds of orders.
Not that Yoongi’s been watching or counting or anything.
But just so you know, he had four kinds of orders.

i carry your heart with me

thegrandoptimist
15.5K
yoonmin
pg-13
Yoongi has a bad habit of embarrassing himself but Jimin doesn't seem to mind.

On and Off the Leash, I'm a Beast

fearnoworld
6.9K
yoonmin
pg
There is this dog that scampers around the Big Hit building sometimes.

Why Are You Shaking Up My Heart?

fearnoworld
23.4K
yoonmin
PG
Taehyung has a huge crush on Hoseok-hyung and gets Jimin to help him out. College AU.

white balance

sasireun
7K
yoonmin
PG
Yoongi brings his camera along to the event without thinking much about it, but Jimin really is too cute to resist photographing. (Alternate-reality where Yoongi becomes a Jimin fansite master.)

Common Thread

sugafree
4.1K
yoonmin
g
Red String of Fate AU where Yoongi doesn't believe in soulmates and spends a long time trying to avoid a certain someone on the other end of his red thread.

beauty and the beat

astrou
16.5K
kailu
pg-13
welcome to the world of acapella, where the vocals rock and the rules don’t matter.

pitch perfect au

weird

dumbhun
1.6K
baekchen
pg
yesterday jongdae was his best friend and today he's his boyfriend.

feels like i've fallen in love

airplanewishes
8.1K
baekchen
pg
Maybe the reason why he's never been interested in dating anyone is because of his best friend.

Got a Figure Like a Pinup (Got a Figure Like a Doll)

lunathunderhead
10K
sehan
nc-17
Sehun is a Hot Topic model and Luhan owns too many pairs of stressed vintage jeans.

morning wood

niyaowo
1.3K
baekchen
pg-13
Prompt: Hipster!Chen is in love with Murakami. Baekhyun reads everything Murakami has ever written in hopes of getting laid. Chen is a troll. pls include Disney too, perhaps on vhs for bonus hipster points.

like the million times i never said

baeklights
21K
baekchen
pg-13
i know you love me like the past, the now, the coming years

10:11

bearlyalive
11.6K
baekchen
pg
Baekhyun gets three messages from different people at the same time. 10:11 A.M. How the rest of his day depends on who he responds to first, but he always finds his way back to Jongdae in some shape or manner.

u lil shit (i think i love you)

pisaroi
5.9k
baekchen
pg
love is a word jongdae has never associated with baekhyun.

i don't look for trouble (but trouble looks for me)

sinisterkids
3.4K
baekchen
pg-13
Jongdae is only trying to protect his city. Where do mysterious secret admirers fit in?

我愛故我在.

teddyescher
1.1k
baekchen
pg
lu han's wedding reception dinner finally comes around. jongdae smiles and hopes for his own double happiness someday.

C43H66N12O12S2

myeongdong
3.6K
woogyu
pg-13
the person that you love is 72.8% water.

melting points, quarks, and the equation of disintegration

quarticpolynomi
2.6K
woogyu
r
The world ends. And Woohyun, for once, decides to pay for Sunggyu’s coffee.

the death of (nam) woohyun

quatricpolynomi
2.1K
woogyu
R
Nam Woohyun turns into Woohyun almost unintentionally.

cyclic constructs

quarticpolynomi
950
woogyu
R
Woohyun is an arrogant ass. But Sunggyu is worse, in some ways. Especially since he doesn't have to shave.

the song of songs (which is solomon's)

quarticpolynomi
2.3K
woogyu
R
Sunggyu leaves a postcard in Berlin, a photograph in Mexico, and a promise in Paris. Woohyun tries to figure out who he's looking for.

spills from your skin.

ggangpae
2k
woogyu
pg
all woohyun understands is that he makes people sick and that means there's something wrong with him.

Incompleteness of You

deasyellow
13.6k
yadong
R
It starts when they overhear Dongwoo’s parents talking with the doctors in the hallway, when they just come back from the cafeteria of the hospital.

love your life

dumbhun
504
chenhun
g
sehun is the wind.

romantic comedy

baeklights
1.6K
baekchen
pg-13
i loved you before and i'll love you 'til then

need you for survival

gdgdbaby
1.7K
baekchen
pg-13
baekhyun and jongdae are police unit partners and each other's rival for the title of best detective at the precinct.

loosely a brooklyn nine-nine au.

#1 & #2

teddyescher & sinisterkids
370 & 270
baekchen
g
sleeping. // adrenaline.

note: unavailable.

How to pet: a users guide

drainbamage954
83K
luchen
nc-17
Luhan has never really been able to get along with cats. Until Joonmyun gets one and his life is turned into even more insanity that it already is.

Fragile Eternity

lunathunderhead
13.6K
sehan
pg-13
Once upon a time, there hadn’t always been springs or autumns. There used to only be shining summers and dead winters.

got my heartbeat runnin' away

chiharu
10.4K
sehan
nc-17
Somewhere among the fondant flowers, paste food coloring, and melted chocolate and butter, Sehun finds something sweeter. Somewhere between the marshmallow fluff and the honey, Luhan finds something to love.

you always hurt the one you love

gdgdbaby
4K
baekai
nc-17
it's not jongin's fault he wants something baekhyun can't offer him.

falling in love is the hardest part

michaelwesten
10k
baekai
nc-17
"chanyeol told me," jongin says quietly, hand soothing the fine brown hair on baekhyun's forearm, "that you've been missing me this whole time."

sequel to "you always hurt the one you love"

the twelve days

drainbamage954
27K
baekhyun/unknown
pg
Baekhyun has never really liked Christmas. A secret admirer seems to want to change that.

Warning for copious amounts of cheese.

allow me to serenade you

drainbamage954
20.3K
luchen
pg
When Luhan’s friends dare him with a money bet to win over the unsuspecting RA of Walker 4th floor, they had no idea he’d actually take it. Let alone dedicate himself so vigorously to it.

love you all the way down

michaelwesten
4.1K
xiuhan
nc-17
minseok's been so busy watching lu han he hasn't noticed that lu han's been watching right back.

shadows of the mess we made

michaelwesten
30k
taekai
r
jongin's cover is blown, taemin's on the wrong side of the law.

under arrest (for stealing my heart)

junxing
1.5K
chenhun
pg
the five times jongdae put sehun in handcuffs (and no, not that way) and the one time he didn't.

rioters.

bluedveins
9.6K
selukai
nc-17
It is the year 2112 and physical contact has been outlawed.

Masquerades

maayacola
25K
baekyeol
pg-13
Dr. Byun Baekhyun’s life turns upside down when he meets Agent Park Chanyeol, and his partner, Agent Kris Wu, and gets plunged into an unexpectedly dangerous adventure.

Quick on the shoot

maayacola
35.3K
lukai
nc-17
jongin is flush with more than success, chanyeol and jongdae are evil, lu han is possibly trying to help, and kevin mostly wants to cover his eyes and pretend he hasn’t seen anything.

make a day feel like a minute

maayacola
30K
baekyeol
pg-13
Chanyeol doesn’t want to ‘get to know’ the guy who comes to every show dressed in a bright gold jacket and carrying a glittery sign with Chanyeol’s name on it. Except, well, he kind of does. (It is a bitchin’ jacket.)

indoor living

mouthwash
18K
xiuhan
r
a quarter-life crisis and a few missed connections. intimacy vs. isolation.

saudade

mouthwash
32K
xiuhan
R
At 25, Minseok places his dreams aside. Until he meets Lu Han, a soft spoken writer, who introduces him to a new world made of bossa nova melodies.

drippin' swagu

iphisto
5K
baekai
R
Sk8r boiz AU, and not the Avril Lavigne song

fresh to death

iphisto
3.5K
baekai
nc-17
Still Sk8r boiz AU now with alt title: Skateboarding Is Practically Foreplay For These Boys Anyway

sequel to drippin' swagu

body work

michaelwesten
24.7K
baekai
nc-17
"So if someone told you to quit, it'd be easy for you to find something else?"

la virgen de la macarena

michaelwesten
1.3K
baekai
r
sequel to body work

your body's making promises

michaelwesten
2.9K
baekai
nc-17
baekhyun wants to use jongin's flexibility to his advantage in the bedroom. jongin's happy to indulge him.

sequel to body work

got me up all night (all I'm singin' is love songs)

boss
11K
sekai
pg-13
Tumblr!AU: Tumblr famous ulzzang Sehun and b-boy Jongin meet.

take it from the top

hyperlydian
23K
chanhun
R
sehun wakes up and realizes he's made a mistake. sehun wakes up and realizes he's made a mistake. sehun wakes up and realizes he's made a mistake. sehun wakes up and realizes he's made a mistake. (sehun wakes up and-- oh.)

Basic Bitches Wear That Shit, So I Don't Even Bother

lunathunderhead
6K
jongtae
pg-13
In which Taemin is a struggling economics major, Minho is an asshole, and Jonghyun outgays all the gays.

A Taste of Compulsion

changdictator
5.7K
kaisoo
nc-17
By the second bite, just about everything tastes like pain.

supernova

apennyforseoul
57k
xiuhan
pg-13

Kim Minseok, a Music Composition major at SNU and writer for the student music entertainment magazine, Jjang!, has his predictable life turned upside-down when he meets the notorious Chinese Hallyu singing sensation, Lu Han; a new student to SNU attempting to clear his tainted image.

There were two eras in Minseok’s life; pre-Lu Han and post-Lu Han – and the moment those two ages collided was the pivoting force that aligned every instant of his existence.

Until the end.

a beast in repose

thesockmonster
17K
kaisoo
nc-17
A modern retelling of Beauty and the Beast.

第一步 (The First Step)

admortems
3.3K
baekai
pg
We're from different worlds, but that's okay. We belong together anyway.

maybe you'll let me borrow your heart

airplanewishes
60K
baekchen
pg-13
Jongdae wants to be inside Baekhyun’s heart, even if Baekhyun might only want to get into Jongdae’s pants.

Hobson's Choice

henqiguai
7.3K
baekchen
pg
Prince Baekhyun learns that being a prince does not always mean one is on the giving end of orders.

take your dog for a walk (even if you don't have one)

timeshaker
11.7K
sehan
pg-13
lu han dispenses touches like candy. and he’s so adorable. sehun hates him. definitely maybe.

a tightrope of red string

distinctlyalive
17.4K
sehan
pg-13
Sehun comes alive and chases after Luhan through infinite time and infinite worlds

warning for repeated character death (as part of reincarnation)

the distance in between

hyperlydian
30k
luchen
pg-13
Two little people set off to save more than just one big, big world.

The smash brothers

gdgdbaby
6.4K
baekchen
nc-17
chinguline esports/pro gaming au ft. various other members. basically everyone plays competitive super smash brothers melee!

Oh, He's Got Me

drainbamage954
8K
luchen
nc-17
Lu Han really doesn't care at all about Jongdae, aside from being slightly entirely obsessed with the fact that he exists.

Perceptions of Right, Wrong, and What Really Is

drainbamage954
87K
luchen
nc-17
Jongdae has spent his whole life waiting for this, so it kind of sucks when things aren’t at all what he expects.

saturday nights

januarys_lovers
~9K
chenhun
R
There are hundreds of reasons why Saturday nights are Jongdae's favorite moments, and each one of them involves Sehun, in one way or another.

Cheer for your heart

the_rising_dawn
23.7K
baekchen
nc-17
Having a straight girl crush on Baekhyun has been a shit idea since day 1 but Jongdae’s got it down pat, or at least until Chanyeol walks in.

cheerleading au

but i'm young and i'm pretty and that's all that you need

feixing
2.9K
sekai
PG
in which Jongin vlogs, Sehun is good-looking, and they meet at a party

the pikachu theorem

januarys-lovers
24.8K
chenhun
PG-13
Nice guy with really cute mouth sucks dicks in exchange of pikachu toys! Call me~~

Even The Smallest Hello

seulpeo
11.5K
chenkai
pg
Jongin never really thought that being a chicken delivery boy would lead to so many blind dates, but he’s always been a little bit terrible at telling Jongdae no. AU.